"i want to hear you..."

"i want to hear u...huhu!!!"

that was the msg i received from her when she's in the flight, waiting to depart to Abu Dhabi...

i called her...though,i just cnt hear her voice,it'll make me cries...i know i will...

that call would be the last call,last conversation,before she going back to Egypt.EGYPT!!!i wish she could stay...:'(

"han,syg nk off da nie..."
i silence...i know...that u all know wht happned to me...i cried...

"han???"
i duno what to say,im crying...i dunt know what to say to her...
i try to resist,and speak...

"ye...syg..."
"love you..."
"love you too..."

we hang up...i couldnt bear the tears...they just flow down...slowly by my face...
"she's leaving....yes,she's leaving..." i talked to myself...

before that,i sent a voice message to her...i hope she would listen to it before she's going for her sleep in the night...

i couldnt life without you,syg...

even when u're away from me,i found its too difficult for me...
now,you just too far from me...thousands miles away from me...:'(

i really need you...

when i woke up,i just wish that my phone will have msg from you..."goodmorning,honey..."

now,it seems to be hard to get tht...

in the night,"gudnyte,love...:-*"

as well difficult...

we are far,yet...our time wouldn't be the same...u're 6hours away from me...:'(

you're so far,dear...:'(

i need you by my side...always...and forever...:'(

i love you,always and forever...:'(