My Land is...somewhere out There

why boys always hurt girls?especially their love one...

yesterday,i just hurt my love,i'd hurt her until she wants to leave me...i m so damn useless...i wish i could explain to her...i dint mean to hurt her...because i love her so damn much...without her,i think,i going to die...living like a corpse...how can a corpse lives?????imagine that...i would be the "corpse"...

syg,i dint mean to hurt you,i really am...i scared that if i tell you why i doing so,u will be more angry to me,and really left me...:'(

yesterday,i was actually like "many-things-come-into-my-mind" and make me feel....serabut...

i feel so desperate too much...and,i'd split those words out of my mouth...and tell them...:( im really sorry,syg...

i really never ever in my life mean to hurt you...u told me its like a knife stab right into your heart...but,i m feeling that too,and its even worse...i tearing my own heart...it just really hurt...im sorry...

i guess no one would read this such entry by the way...